how many times have you destroyed your creations?
torn up your drawings?
hid your poems in a drawer?
refused to dance in public?
allowed yourself to sing only in the shower?
when did you stop telling stories?
why do we create?
what is the real reason?
is there a reason at all, and should there be one?
or is it just the call of our nature awakening within and pulling us to create something new, something we have not seen or known before?
then what makes us refuse this process?
is there really an external force that is stronger than the flow that moves you when you take a paint or a pen in your hands?
can anyone really destroy what you have created?
no.
only you can do it because your creation is not a thing or an object
your creation is an extension of you
there are no mistakes, no badly written poems or wrong paintings
your creation is a reflection of your rawness
and only you decide whether to let yourself grow, blossom, develop, and create
or not.
the process of creation has no pattern
you cannot create the same thing twice
because every moment is unique
and you change with the uniqueness of every moment
and move with each of your creations
this is the art of living
and the ability to see life as art
maybe we create because it makes us happy?
or because when we create, we are in the present moment?
because we are ourselves in this moment and this freedom is such a relief?
when nothing and no one else exists
just you and your creation
today, I started working on another story, but the questions in my head wouldn’t leave me alone:
Why am I doing this?
What makes me write?
What makes me create?
as long as I can remember, I have always written, I think from the moment I learned how to do it
first blogs, self-written stories, poems
it was my way of expressing something that I carried deep inside
something that could not be expressed through normal speech and words
something that was sometimes stronger than me
and came out on paper or the monitor screen through intricate lines
I don't remember when I started hiding my writings
maybe when they completely stopped fitting into the framework of a normal blog or did not reach the status of literature
now I understand that they were never meant to fit in or be proudly called literature
they were meant to add something new to it
something more than just fantasy or fiction
something ancient and powerful
combining the wisdom of gods and ancestors with modern frequencies
something that is just about to be born
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